Realization

T
he sun was setting and things seemed unusually peaceful for a change. It was nice for her to just sit outside in the serenity of the approaching evening. She always seemed to feel calmer when she was out in nature anyway. The breeze was gently blowing her hair in her face but she didn't mind it because she knew it was just the Goddess and God whispering to her; letting her know that they were beside her, around her and within everything.

She was still learning as far as listening to them went, but she also knew that her learning would never end either.

Taking a deep breath she looked up to the western sky and just let her mind go were ever it wished to go. That night her mind, body and spirit bathed in the peacefulness that was in the air.

It was almost summer and this year she could hardly wait for Solstice. She didn't quit know why though, all she knew was the over whelming positive feeling that washed over her when she thought about the 21st day of June.

She had been raised to believe in God, his son Jesus and the Holy Spirit. But in recent years started to question the faith that she was raised to believe. After doing some research she found that the roots of the religion she was raised in actually stemmed from paganism. Up until that night she felt as if she were betraying her religion.

That night she realized for the first time, since she started her research, that she was expanding her knowledge beyond what the church wanted her too and she was going back to her roots. What was comfortable, peaceful and mad her whole mind, body and spirit.

With another sigh she stood up brushed herself off and headed inside, not that she wanted to but it was getting dark. Grabbing a glass of iced Garden Herb tea and her notebook she sat in her chair so she could watch the moon rise and write her thoughts and realizations down for the day.